Yes! =D
I'm going to HongKong tomorrow.
And this will be my last post before i return.
Will miss my readers.<3

Here i thanks everyone who wishes me a safe trip!
Will miss you guys for sure.
Thank you! =))

& today's my second piano session.
it was a GREAT success.
I am currently crazy about piano(:
<3 it. kisses(:

MY TRUE WORDS.
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To cheryl laopo: thanks for smsing specially to wish me a safe trip. love you.=))

To Rachael Lee: hope you will have a safe trip to aussie on 17th. =DDD

To Geraldine: hahas. thanks for cheering. My Goal : give u a xmas present?! lol. sure(:

To julianna: Thanks for tagging me despite you being so busy. hahas. XD

To edwin gor: Gor, will miss you too! hahas. ~grinning~

To Jiayi: lalas. help me continue bully rebecca. hahas. will miss you :P

To snowangel: Boo! son, u must eat more hor, dont let me worry abt u. =)

To teresa: lol. I will miss you too, my daughter. :)
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& YES!! thats all for now.
will miss you guys(:
loving you<3

~misses and kisses. Not much difference in spelling. But had extreme different meanings.

~sayonara! XD. wishing you guys out there happiness.

I'm touched.
everyone who read my post did not laugh at me.
Instead they cheer me up.
I still feel alittle hestitate on showing that post.
Even Now.

However.
THANK YOU!
to those who had cheer me up.
I'm touched(:
Even i am quite embarrassed of putting that post up.
But i found out how my friends cared so much about me.

Maybe its holidays.
Thats why i started to think about the past.
My Past.
Happiness and Unhappiness.
That actually brings out most of my dark side onto the surface.
I have started to reorganise my thinking again.
felt better. =D
Really!!
I felt so much better.
Thank you(:

So why must i return to school for CCA on my birthday?!
I hate that. @.@
Cant i just celebrate my birthday peacefully.
& yesterday reading rachy's blog made me feel miserable.
Seeing how she miss her friend.
I started to miss mine too(:

& yes today :: another slacking day.
I just want to fly off to HongKong right now.
to be able to shop.
Seriously, i need to bring lots of cash. =))
A WHOLE LIST OF THINGS I NEED TO BUY! XD
I am sure i will be burning a hole in my dad's pocket.
hehe. (:
he wont mind ;; i think. ~grinning~

Christmas is coming.
I waited for it patiently for one year.
Finally, its coming.
My favourite day.
Maybe i love<3 christmas due to the fact of my birthday.
which is just around it.
& maybe i love<3 christmas.
cause it suits my personality?? >.<

Its not Mood swings.
Its Me(:
Just the girl :: Me!<3
After that long, i just realize that it was not because of mood swings.
It was Me.
Theres two of me.
It might seems so confusing but its the truth.
On the surface i might be a FUN person.
Yet, whenever i am alone ;; like Now.
I change.
In truth, I am a COLD person.

I cant smile.
I cant laugh.
I cant talk.

I just simply think.
I dont know why.
I just feel so depressed.
Without any reason.
Maybe because of last year.
THAT incident.
Yes, it should be.
That cold personality of mine came up few days after that day.
I dont want to mention it anymore.
it just torn up my heart.

Cheryl should know what i am talking about.
I feel like breaking down right now.
I really cant understand myself.

I have NO goal.
I have NO dreams.
I have NO hopes.

I really feel like crying.
Please dont laugh at me.
It took me real courage to even post this out...
Thank you.

~Heartbroken: its not just a word. It has true meaning. Ever experience before. Your own believe heartbroke or the true heartbroken?!
Your own believe heartbroken: Your mind breaks down. You feel like crying. Thought that your heart has torn into pieces. The true heartbroken: Your heart aches very painfully. You gasp for air unable to breathe. & your tears started dripping down.

~Goodbye! signing off : jolene-

todays a new beginning of a new week.
hello~
I have been isolating myself from quite some time eh?
hehe. (:
change a new blogskin.
hope u are happy with it.
slacking at home as usual.
yet lazy to do anything.
sigh*
having a headache.
ouch~~
going off to HongKong this friday.
will be back next tuesday.
Dun miss me~~ hehe.

ytd was another slacking day.
I ALMOST bought my keyboard.
yet~~ diao =.="
dun wanna even tok abt it.
hahas. =)

sat.. I cant rmb anything abt it.
must be too another slacking day.
theres too many slacking days for me in this holiday.
I am abt to slack to death. (:
yet i am still lazy to go out. hehe~

friday*
went to Jiayi's hse.
felt weird on the way walking to her hse.
cause i slack at home to many days already.
then seeing so many people in the basketball.
really felt very uneasy.
sigh~ am i really rotting inside my heart already?

~look at things in different angles, u may see different views. (:

~buh-byes. i really want u back. (:

Lalala.. :))
went for my 1st piano lesson today.
I LOVE PIANO!! =))
Nice man!! XD
Learn how to read music notes liao.
COOL.
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Ytd, i was at home the WHOLE day.
almost transform into a STATUE.
diao =.="'
lalala.
i BROKE my damn record in watching shows.
I watched 15 episodes of "ten brothers" ytd.
DAMN COOL MAN!!! ((:
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Thursday and Friday, i was at home watching Midori days anime.
Comics Nicer!!
More Touching.
More Funny.
=))) Hehe.
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~every single note brings out an amazing piece of song.
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~buh-byes!! <3 sorry for not posting. TAGGED PLEASE~~

Todays tiring!
woke up early in the morning and accompany jiayi to downtown east.
then come home myself cause she met her friend.
lalalas..
then i came back and continue reading MIDORI DAYS.
So touching. I CRIED!! X((
and i read it 2 times.
Really very touching.
Especially the part where seiji cry.
I think thats the first time i saw him cry .
Because he read Midori's diary.
so sad... :'(
He rocks. and the part he says he love midori.
but then do Midori know that she has been on his hand before??
So sad.. at the last page. where the comics put 2 diaries together.
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Ytd i went to watch Open Season with Zoey Loh, Gladys, QiuJin and Aunt Anna.
Its like so FUNNY!!
Better than Happy Feet!
At least thats what i think so.
Its so nice!! (:
ALL the animals are so cute. X))
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Saturdays been a boring day.
I was at home the whole day watching DISNEY channel
HANNAH MONTANA!!
i am OFFICIALLY her fan!! =))
that show rocks. I kept laughing. hehe
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~The hardest thing in life is not leaving your LOVED ones, IS not saying "I LOVE U" to them.
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~buh-byes!! <3 loving my readers always. =))